Down again

I seem to be going through another valley. I’m to that point with myself that one sometimes gets to with a sub-optimal roommate that you’ve had too long. At some point in your annoyance, you start seeing the little things that bug you about a person. Eventually, you notice those things (which you’ve subconciously ennumerated) more and more. Soon, you can seen nothing but those things that annoy you: every tic, noise, and movement somehow embodies those things which bother you. I’ve been my own bad roommate in the last few days. Every mistake I make is severely bothersome: missed keystrokes, flubbed guitar notes, sub-optimal lane selection. I recognize is all as petty, stupid stuff. But somehow I can’t see past my own flaws right now, seeing myself only as the sum of my flaws. I’ve never really figured out how to get over it with a roommate, either. I usually just endure until I move out. With this, I’m kind of stuck with myself.